Why don’t you like cakes?

Well, I just don’t…..

Isn’t that just a proof that God exists? We are just wired somehow. No matter how great the human race has accomplished thus far, we can’t deny the fact that there is an entity that have created and shaped us cells by cells to make  us who we are today. It is just so amazing isn’t it?



I sort of believed that these unpleasant news kept coming in to keep me sane.

It was like a ‘Eureka’ moment for me. I thought to myself ‘So this is what make mothers strong ey….’

Love, baby, love.

Apparently, I found strength from the misfortunate events of my loved ones.

Sort of like ‘I need to be strong to be able to be there for them’.

A kind of a blessing too. My energy focussing on them to the extent that I can’t even dwell into my feelings for far too long for the misfortunate events in my life.

Drama sangat semuannya.

“You okay?”

“If you are soaked, the drizzle won’t affect you.”

❤ اللهم آجرنا في مصيبتنا واخلفنا خيرا منها



Repost- A Good Life

A good life – Hayaatan tayyibah.

Allah the Most high, says,

“Whoever works righteousness, man or woman, and has Faith, verily, to him will We give a new Life, a life that is good and pure and We will bestow on such their reward according to the best of their actions.” [Al Qur’an 16:97]

The believers have a very good life, don’t be fooled by what you see. 

For sometimes what you see is not what you get. 

Sometimes you can see a wealthy disbeliever who has the world in his hands,  

but you can’t see what is going on in the inside, 

and he doesn’t know what the believers are feeling because he has never felt it. 

He feels happy with what he has and doesn’t know that there is something much better than that.

Ibn Taymiyah (May Allah have mercy on him) said _”If the kings knew the happiness and pleasure that we feel in our hearts, they would come and try to take it away from us with the tips of their swords._”

“But whosoever turns away from My Message, verily for him is a very distressful life.”

[Al Qur’an 20:124]

Be assured anyone not on the true path is having a life of misery even if you think otherwise.

Whilst the believers who are apparently going through suffering, Allah is giving them a feeling in their heart that could not be bought with the wealth of this Dunya.

Because of the difficulty the believers go through and the patience they show Allah gives them something in their hearts that cannot be described with words.

Again, if you are not feeling this, then there is something wrong with the iman (faith).

May Allah grant us hayaatan thoyyibatan with ample imaan in our hearts. Ameen.


Purpose in Life

Take a pen and a piece of paper
If you can’t then close your eyes

What do want in this life?
If I ask you to list at least five
What will if be?
I can assure you marrying that person will not be in it

You want peace
His forgiveness and His redha
To be able to see Him and His beloved صلى الله عليه وسلم
To be able to practice His religion and his sunnah
To be able to enter Jannah together with your parents without hisab

Yes its gonna hurt
But now look
Its the reason now you go to Him saying



Time check- 3.54am

Just finished doing house chores. (Obviously because I don’t have time during the day.)

1) I thought to myself, a decent person will eventually clean up a messy or dirty place. It is our nature as a human being that we love cleanliness. So what do you think happened to someone who refuses to clean his heart after knowing how dirty it is.

2) Although it is tiring at times to take care of a mentally challenged individual, it can be funny sometimes. I found her wallet in the fridge 😆

I guess it helped me to realize the fact that we don’t know what the other person is facing. We are all facing our own battles so be kind.

3) The normal working hours for an accountant/auditor in Singapore is well….basically your office is your second home. You know what, if I am going to work all day and night and do laundry after midnight….no thanks.




I found this in my notebook

“I cried because I was thankful that my mind was quiet”


The notebook begins with “So I will not forget & be thankful. InsyaAllah.”

I haven’t been writing much in it. I should.

Maybe it is weird for some that I cried just because my mind was quiet. But I guess and hope that this will make any one of you to realize that we are all struggling one way or another. Just because the struggle cannot be seen, doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.

Treat people kindly and always have good thoughts:)

May Allah make us grateful servants.

َ رَبِّ أَوْزِعْنِي أَنْ أَشْكُرَ نِعْمَتَكَ الَّتِي أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيَّ وَعَلَىٰ وَالِدَيَّ وَأَنْ أَعْمَلَ صَالِحًا تَرْضَاهُ وَأَدْخِلْنِي بِرَحْمَتِكَ فِي عِبَادِكَ الصَّالِحِينَ

My  Lord,  enable  me  to  be grateful  for  Your  favor  which  You  have  bestowed  upon  me  and  upon  my  parents  and to  do  righteousness  of  which  You  approve.  And  admit  me  by  Your  mercy  into  [the ranks  of]  Your  righteous  servants. (27:19)