People of the World #9

I think I fell deeply in love with you

For always putting me aside

For Allah.




بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Highlights of the month

1) My teacher told us that belacan is considered makruh. I was like say whaaaaat. I love sambal tumis and belacan is used to make sambal tumis.

She was saying that her father tried to make belacan before and because there is a need to ferment the small prawns (udang kering??) then there’ll be maggot. (MAGGOTS OKAY. MAGGOTS) and of course, belacan is super smelly.

So people that wanted to take care of their memorisation should abstain from it. (Patut lah tak hafal2🙄🙄🙄🙄)

Teacher why you tell me😭😭😭

2) She also told us that not all people of Jannah would be given the pleasure of looking at Allah. 

I know I should strive more than just being sad and all and do nothing….but really…… ☹️😞😭😭

This blog name is basically the description of the faces that were given the pleasure of looking at Allah….


3) Make yourself busy, it will help you to not focus on your feelings. Oh you know, dwelling on your fellings will make you 😭😂😅🤓😤🤣😂🙃🤓 I’m a confused soul(😜)

4) I nak jadi housewife. Tak bedek. But living in Singapore and the circumstances we are in and all make that hard. Kan?

5) When I am young: ‘being a teacher is like the last occupation I want to be’.

Me now: Okay maybe I’ll teach in Maarif. (Yes I’m from Maarif- so erm Hi? No you don’t know me)

6) Graduating soon and the idea of working in an office is making me…..go into depression (exaggerate nye ya Allah🙄) so if I want to become a housewife, I must go and find a guy and get married? Right? (Then mum starts talking about some guy and I’ll be running away. Literally runs away🙄😂. I’m a confused soul) 

7) One of my so-called junuud mujannadah msged me recently. Oh you know الأرواح جنود مجندة hadith. (The meaning of the full hadith being: Souls are like conscripted soldiers; those whom they recognize, they get along with, and those whom they do not recognize, they will not get along with.)

Because the first time we met, we are like “we met before”. Then we didn’t meet each other after that camp till like 6 years later or so? Then we became close for like a year(?), then we drifted apart then now well, normal lah. 

And I realized how many of my friends and I are like that. We were close then drifted apart then close again. And it is cool how we drifted apart, changed, meet again. And I guess sometimes the new them kind of make you smile. (Sekali I already met my jodoh before ey?????? Then later on meet again🤔) 

I think I would be irritated at myself for posting this blog post as it may contain some personal stuff and erm unbeneficial stuff in it, but okay….maybe I would make you smile or laugh. You see….one of the beloved deeds to Allah is that you make another muslim haaaappyyyy. (So if you are not, then step happy lah please)

May you find something beneficial in this ♥️ (Hopefully. Belacan makruh. Okay. Chiozz😭)


People of the World #8

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I love her. And the ‘you’ in the home-sick post is actually her. I missed talking to her. Probably the few people I can just talk without thinking or feeling judged.

She is someone you can benefit and learn from. From her adab/akhlaq/manners in her speech and even in her silence.

Yesterday someone was talking to me randomly and all I can think of is how she is going to react to this.

She is a giver, albeit she don’t really have a lot. Just keep filling up the donation boxes, giving the random people on the streets that asked and spends on me too.

She is a great daughter, a wonderful friend and insyaAllah a great servant of Allah.

Always smiling, never complaining and always listening.


May Allah increase you in ranks, erase your sins, bless this friendship and gather us in Jannah. Allahumma aameen.


People of the World #6

I kind of like you.
I like you.

There is this person I kept bumping into.
Fair skinned.
Sweet smile.
Usually the one starting the conversation.
You are the easy-going type of person.
And I am the all-awkward kind.

We have bumped into each other in the east, central and west part of Singapore.
I think we will meet again.

Kalau jumpe jodoh agak2 cam gini ey?
Selalu jumpe then suke?
Kalau jodoh tak kemane?
Ey kemane plak entry ni ey.

(P/s: I am talking about a girl by the way)

Shall I tell her I love her as per the hadith?


People of the World #2

I boarded the bus and sat right at the back of it.
I saw a girl wearing hijab seating a seat away from me.
Randomly thought to myself ‘I am going to give Salam(islamic greeting) to her!’ when she alights.

*wheel on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round, the wheel on the bus go round and round, all through the town*

When she was about to stand to alight, I just sat there and didn’t say anything.
But just as she was passing me, she turned and looked at me and said ‘Assalaamu’alaikum’

Maaaaaaaan, she beats me to it!

Gaaah. I love these people<3 Our soul totally connected. #yeke #apeje #heh#