To the one that is in control of my heart,
I don’t think I have ever come to a (100%) realisation before, that all the feelings I have ever had is one of the proofs of your existence, your control and power over my very being.
إِنَّا لله Truly! To Allah we belong
For the love I have for people and things for absolutely no reason: it strengthens my belief that there is a much greater power that is in control of me. And with that I asked of You, the one that had filled my heart with these love, to make me love those beloved to You, to make me love actions that will draw me closer to You and to grant me Your love.
For the hatred I have for people and things with valid reasons, I asked of You to help me to remember and act upon the verse ‘Do good as Allah has been good to you’. (أحسن كما أحسن الله إليك). Indeed you have only been good to me despite all the disobedience I have done to You.
Maybe that is all is there to it. Falling in love made you wonder where this feeling came from, and only to realise that it came from God.
And when this ‘love’ had left you broken, the only way to mend yourself is to ask the one that had put that ‘love’ to remove it from you, and to mend your heart, caress it and cure it.
And during the process of all that, perhaps that is when you truly fall in love, with the purest form of love, with the one that gives love- God.
Maybe that is all is there to it, to love God.