Why don’t you like cakes?
Well, I just don’t…..
Isn’t that just a proof that God exists? We are just wired somehow. No matter how great the human race has accomplished thus far, we can’t deny the fact that there is an entity that have created and shaped us cells by cells to make us who we are today. It is just so amazing isn’t it?
When reflecting back the moment when my friend and my mum were supporting my weight to enable me to walk when I was sick a few days ago, I was reminded that “in every difficulty there is ease. In every difficulty there is ease.”
There will be people that will tolerate you regardless knowing or not knowing what you are going through.
And there will be those that will tolerate you only after knowing your circumstances, which is understandable. (We are dealing with people here aren’t we)
I am pretty blessed to have a few ones in the former group. I actually have someone that never knew what I am going through but I can tell you, besides mum, I can always count on her.
I was at the second last row for taraawiih prayers and I was thinking to myself :
You know what. It was too hard for you to join the jemaah for the past few years.
You’ll be anywhere at the back for now.
But maybe, just maaybe, one day He’ll make it easy for you to be at the front row. Allahumma aamiin.
I think I fell deeply in love with you
For always putting me aside
وما نقموا منهم إلا أن يؤمنوا بالله العزيز الحميد
And they ill-treated them for no reason other than they believed in Allah. Exalted in power, worthy of all praise. (85:8)
And what are my reasons for not practising islam properly?
Everyone will be tested. And it could be that my test is the fact that I am able to freely practice islam.
A blessing that can actually be against me. More of an ‘aib(flaw) if I don’t practise it ey?